i'm having a crap day
here's my wish list
i wish:
- my dad was a pilot
- i never had to look for work
- i had thinner legs
- i could sleep for three days
- i could work in fashion
- Jesus would return sooner
- i could always capture life
- i played guitar
- clothes were free
- i had more discipline
- i could speak fluent french
- all my friends knew Jesus
- ellen still lived in china
- things were easier
- i pursued singing
- i cared more. but also cared less.

things i will miss about london...
being in the greatest city in the world. the snow. being in a completely different but wonderful time zone. the underground. the district line. eat. 10p messages. staying with ben and gayle in notting hill. free phone calls. kids with british accents. cinnamon square with tam. gail's cake and coffee shop. good chai. the london eye. topshop. seeing old friends. peanut butter and banana on toast. tom's cafe. meeting people from all over europe. watching snow fall. chorleywood common. he's just not that into you. banksy. cafe boheme. jamie. english breakfast tea. art galleries that open till late. sam. eight hour days with jess. being able to read everything in stores because it's in english. watching people on horses outside your window. m25. wimbledon village. the westfield. paris hilton's british best friend. babysitting isabella. taking photos. kensington park gardens. electric blankets and radiators.